why should i wait when there’s so much life to live,
you hesitated
now i no longer trust to give
my heart,
or you the head start to my finish
it was a rush when we began
but you allowed the past to step in,
disrupted the future
no vows were exchanged,
but i thought you had the range to walk with me
i was ready to bow at the feet of love,
to surrender to a new connection
apologies and tears
won’t keep you from your fear,
stand and face me
one day you’ll have to take the risk
and believe
you’re worth more than what was
stop running from the unknown
accept the cards people show
rooted in the earth
you’ll reap what you sow
remain clear on your intention
all I can be is me
i wont shadow or confine my energy
what was the purpose of us meeting
to catch my breath,
or have me beaming
like the sun
just to run back
to what no longer serves you
i heard you when you said
you were weary of the pace,
and now expect me to wait,
i guess i’m not the one