cycles

i can feel it creeping back to me that energy i seek to release, is speaking in tongues once again took the whole summer to shake it, made the decision to call it quits and here you come drizzling honey on my wounds i can feel my head spinning and soon wont know up from…

cruel

i crawled back to you bloody and exposed let my world fall to pieces because i couldn’t protect my heart where would  start after you? how am i to know that through this we’ll grow into something stronger or was the betrayal enough to let it go kept praying for release God please speak to…

a remedy for touch

i’ve spent all of this time trying convince myself that i could live without you, continue on and discover the new that life would offer in your absence, but the time spent is engraved in my memory how you ever could see passed me i’ll never know but eventually i’ll grow a second skin for protection,…

free+happy

nerves hit like am i moving too fast emotions fixed, i used to trip in the past i know i’m quick and equip for the path, planted a seed deep now i’m perfecting my craft, too many bags available for us to be this hungry followed the moon like god connected us and it would tug me,…

dying to be

on an unwanted stage i’m left to ruminate about the hate within never pleased, but with everything i need at my fingertips i still want more overlooked my purpose and i fumbled overdosed on failure as it crumbles around me more like responsibility,  than choice cant even voice what it all means always planted in…

abandon

the encumbrance of grief deposited on my chest when you left, set off a timer within me i parlayed with death, just for another greeting your voice, your smile, your warmth, your style,  though i didn’t know the ordinary man,  my father was always present conflicted because i took you for granted who do i have…

water

i’m learning to understand whats fated, god’s plan cant be mistaken, i wanna keep pushing through these days i’ve found myself in a pit, and the skies blue i wept the water that i prayed for, and he delivered the sun i needed too the devil tried to bury me, but i sprung up new…

to keep or perish

there are days when i long to be felt and cherished, how is it that you’re this close and yet i still feel so empty? so alone, stuck in this petty representation of love i’m trying to take it slow, let the love grow and go deep but sometimes i wonder if we’ve already peaked….